Friday, January 23, 2009

How can I hate what I never knew?

Left to stew
You used me
Then threw me
I thought I knew you;
Obviously I didn't
And not just for the obvious reasons.
I stood up for my self today
And your proud words I don't need to hear you say.
You left me...
You left me after promising you'd never leave,
Never go away.
But when the better option came along,
The obvious one in your hearth,
You left.
You lied to me; you made me believe you,
I even fell in love with you.
I don't hate you
I can't hate you,
How can I hate what I never knew?

Thursday, January 22, 2009

still alive :)

ok I’m alive and alls not so bad any more I guess all that had to be done was for time to pass with a cool head on my shoulders. Yep I’m one calm and collected person. How was my day? It started out stressful I was in school but I only attended 3 classes and did my work. I re meet the freshman I met on the first day of school I found out she's born June 22 making her a cancer like me :) I experimented with some psychology to see what type of person she was and it turns out she's allot like this girl I know or thought I knew before.... not important any way I think she's cool ... for a freshie lol. Any way I have a paper due I had better go write that.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I’m hoping to have a hearth attack before tomorrow

Grrrr I hate my life I’m hoping to have a hearth attack before tomorrow and die so that all the stress on me can fly back into the ass cracks of the people who put the stress on me in the first place. Since there is no way to even get any of this crap done I quit. I’m not going to pop pills and webcam my death, I will however just keep this nerve racking death chest pain thing going and hope that leads to a hearth attack. ................................................. If I succeed I hope you've all enjoyed my blog, in a later life people:)