Wednesday, September 17, 2008

just thinking

I have every reason to be the happiest person on the planet ... but I’m not... I mean I am but at the same time I’m not I cant explain ... when I think of the reason I’m happy the doubt that has been placed in my mind is in there lurking and I cant make it go away ... its really odd I choose to blog this but I did ... I lie to my self and to my heart every day but what can I say? I just wish I knew what to say or how to say what I need to say.
As a poem I once wrote states “I have a love who loves me not, whose in love with one I love not” and that sucks big time …....

1 comment:

the em said...

Hm... I'm sorry. I think I know why you chose to blog this. Do you want to talk about it?...

-the em