today

The empty feeling that once plagued my mind seems to have returned. I spent the end of my mental health day curled up in bed crying. My thoughts have become more complex ... but not in a good way. I turn to an unlikely source to comfort the pain I feel. It’s no ones fault I feel this way, I’ll chalk it all up to a mental imbalance that affects my emotions. Today is one of those days ... *sigh*. I’ll just wing it and place that smile on my face the one every one wants to see, the one that saves me form unwanted pity looks and every other unwanted kind gesture . This is how I feel now but who know I could get better.